I've been going through a process of transformation over the last few months.
I realised that I have been finding it hard to express myself in ways to understand myself. I have been using various social media accounts, created numerous websites for different projects I have set up and then get frustrated because not everything is in one place.
Anyways, I have put off creating this website for a very long time! I am currently in between jobs and have time to really focus. Maybe one part of me was scared to actually do something with it in case it wouldn't work. I'm quite good at keeping to what's safe and now i've had enough. I NEED to grow and step up a level in life.
Part of that is figuring out what I want that growth to look like.
One part of me tries soo hard to be someone that others will understand that I get frustrated in trying to figure out how to do that. I'm at that part of my life where I am really just trying to be myself and not put any pressure on trying to get other people to understand why I am who I am.
I have learnt to accept the many parts of myself and my personality. Accept the light and the dark.
As i right this post, I am thinking, is this for me or is this for other people and I realise that it is 100% for me.
I have many faces and many sides to who I am. It's time to embrace all of it and slow down to enjoy it.
Peace and love
Stella
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